Thursday, November 24, 2016

Ups and downs and bmr

While looking up info on BMI, I stumbled on the acronym BMR = basal metabolic rate.  I input my own stats and it tells me that my daily intake should be at 1600.  I haven't been losing or gaining weight which has been discouraging so I was looking for insight.  Most people will only tout the math 3500 calories = 1 pound, but very few will tell you that going too low can create plateaus and slow your metabolic rate.  For every 15 lbs I lose, that daily intake drops 100 calories, but apparently I've needed those calories or my body cold simply be holding onto everything I take in to try (and fail) to convert it to energy.  So I'll try this new budget for a couple weeks and see where it gets me.  It honestly never occurred to me that these new muscles are thirsty, that they'll help me burn the fat, if I feed them well!  

I'm not going to say weight plateaus disappoint me anymore.  I'll figure that out.  I truly enjoy what I do for my muscles with exercise and I know better than to believe I'm failing when I've developed these amazing benefits to better health.  I already have a better relationship with food and my body moves with more confidence, grace and balance.  I look healthy and my usual clothes look baggier because my measurements are definitely shrinking even if the number on the scale isn't.  That will happen.  I'm on my 15th week of these programs and my other posts show significant progress.  Four months ago, I was discouraged, sure that after 6 months of failed programs and diets, I'd never find a way.  Still, I had lost 18 lbs in those months so I was learning then too.  It seems there is always more to learn about my own unique body chemistry as well as how it pertains to my existing and lifelong struggle with chronic pain.  I have been on this journey for 10 months and I'm finally grasping some  things and newly stumbling on others.  I've seen some real whack job theories and diets and have weeded through what works and doesn't work.  

And I get it, muscleheads; why you're always kissing them and flexing them.  Muscles are amazing.  I actually get it now.  It feels damn good!

Saturday, November 12, 2016

just an update

Since I've isolated the workout and diet info into updates posts, I figured I'd dedicate newer posts to whatever else i observe.  My weight has made it down to 183 lbs, slow and steady but yes, it is dropping.  Im enjoying a diet rich in veggies, some fruit, whole wheat sandwiches packed with tuna, turkey, or chicken (and sometimes spinach or avocado), delicious Greek yogurt combos and healthy choice steamers when i need a quick low calorie option.  I make my own milkshakes and bake treats.  It took a while to get used to but i use food prep and baking time to test some of the moves i know.

I can hold my leg straight in an extended leg toe bind now!  Even though my pushup strength is mediocre, my arms are toning up and i am able to plank strongly.  My wrists are most of the challenge here and I take Tony Horton's words to heart when he says it counts as long as you're bending the elbow.  I'm a little better off than that since i can close the gap about halfway, but i listen to my body, push myself, but understand where to stop.  Havent injured myself since I've really started gauging what my muscles are up to.  In fact, i have had one rest day in the past six weeks and mostly due a bad day in chronic pain rather than overdoing exercise. Mostly, i am able to work through the pain, but every once in a while,the rest day is mandatory if I want to get the most out of future workouts.

Anyways, progress is phenomenal and I look forward to every day I get to wake up and fight for better health.

Saturday, November 5, 2016

Comprehensive Review of P90X3 (to be updated periodically)

 I'm going to take my original reviews and expand on these as impressions change.  This will help people see more effectively how progress and attitudes can change with time.

P90X3 Reviews:

Total Synergistics-  this leads off the 90 day challenge schedule and I'm fairly sure it's meant to weed out the undetermined.  Starts off with what I call "jiggle exercises" which I hate for the basic fact it reminds me exactly where all the fat on my body is.  It requires a pull-up bar and weights or resistance bands, but I have neither except for one pound weights so I modified the best I could, trying to engage the same muscle groups at least.  Some of the exercises I found exhausting and difficult and while I did breathe hard, I didn't get as much sweat going as I do with PiYo or a basic HIIT workout.  I wouldn't mind phasing this video out if I find ones that seem to challenge and interest me more.  With the sheer number of videos in this series, I am positive I will find enough variety to weed out ones I don't feel are effective for my goals.  I didn't record reps or anything either, but the first time I take the challenge, I want to focus more on what's going on with my body than the "one more rep" mentality.  I'm the sort to push to my limits anyway, but I can see how this method might prove effective for people who always just do the bare minimum.  I have a friend who swears by this series though so I do have faith that something will appeal to me.  I feel like this is a program that you can tailor with experience so I look forward to seeing how I can make it work best for me.



UPDATE: This workout was only a part of the Classic schedule and I swtiched to the Lean schedule.  Admittedly, I never did get fond of this and often swapped it out with Warrior.  I may come back to this at a later date, but I will tell you, for a chronic pain sufferer, it was not my favorite nor is it likely to grow on me.

Agility X- this one used floor tape marked to indicate foot positions but I really just mimicked the moves.  This one is not good in the limited space I have.  I also couldn't do some of the moves because there were no modifications for high impact jumps.  There was a lot of jumping I had to avoid and running was something I had to do very carefully.  Because of the squat moves, my lower back is feeling the ache after, but like the first one, there's still a good take away of moves that are effective and challenging.  Again, one to put off if someone has iffy joints and doesn't quite have the strength or ability, but it's not impossible.  I got a good sweat even throwing in some alternating HIIT moves to substitute jumps.  I've heard this program referred to as being the easiest P90x and I can only assume these people are very healthy and already in great shape because this workout is no joke.  The guy on the left especially was gasping for air and he had some good lean muscle at that.  Always take the bravado in reviews with a grain of salt.  This may be too much for me right now, but I think an 'easier' P90x may still be too difficult for some people.  I couldn't have done this at all 8 weeks ago, but I think that this program is more doable for people with chronic pain if they limber up with some lighter workouts first.  PiYo's first week of the challenge and a simple HIIT routine were my precursors and while I can't nail everything, I still think trying gets me closer to maybe doing so one day.


UPDATE: Only did this once since I don't have adequate room for it.  I will tell you-- I researched and this is one of the highest calorie burners in the series so I wouldn't skip it unless you really can't handle the running and jumping at all.  It was possible to modify this a bit, but I would love to be able to do this one at a later date.

3x Yoga-  I love yoga based workouts so I was really excited for this one going into it.  Exceeded expectations!  Having done PiYo before, I was relieved to see a lot of familiar poses, however, Tony really wins here.  Not only did he walk you through poses smoothly, he didn't have you hold things overly long (just to lock in form or extend a stretch) and actually cued breathing too, which is a huge thing in yoga that PiYo overlooked.  The only two I absolutely couldn't connect were extended toe bind and camel (although my plow was pretty mediocre) but my back is still a bit sore from engaging little used lower back muscles on Agility X the day before.  Still, this has been far and away my favorite and definitely makes it into my long term plan.  Yoga uses such amazing engagements with strength and flexibility, a good break from intense cardio that still let's you know it counts.  It's like leg day, guys-- don't skip it.


UPDATE: This one has consistently stayed my sentimental favorite.  It does wonders for my joints and confidence and really gets the body ready for harder workouts.  It may be some time before I can do Crow or any that ask me to balance on my arms, but I have really managed to nail most of the rest, including Camel and Plow, which were not happening at first.  I really can't manage the Extended Leg Toe Bind either, but I am really nailing Bound Side Angle.  I don't join my hands behind me but I do wrap my arm completely around my calf, which is where I feel the best stretch at this time.

The Challenge- this one lives up to the name but not more so than any of the others.  Like its name implies, it challenges you to 'pick your numbers' (pull-up reps and push-up reps) then has you alternate between types of pulls and pushes twice before giving you a one minute cool down.   Don't think this cheats you out of the thirty minutes because you need to use that time to gently stretch the muscles you just pushed.  The cool down phase is just as important as the workout phase in HIIT workouts and you can ruin your muscles if you don't limber up between sets.  It goes on like this until the last two and a half minutes, which is a burnout phase (reps of 1 and 3 as fast as you can fire them off with proper form) before the cool down.  Since this was my first time through, I did the pull-up phase without resistance or a bar, but I did muscle flexing and holds to engage the muscles.  Again, because of my joints, I often opt out of anything but body weight or one pound weights, at least until I can build up to it without sharp pain.  It was still kicking my ass because I was careful to follow form and movement.  Again, not one of my favorites but it was still worthy.  Like the others, it gives you something to work towards.  Tony's a scary looking dude on first glance but he's a joker that also gets down to business.  A lot of workout instructors will say a cheesy phrase that I roll my eyes on every time I get to it, but this guy pals around with his group, which I find I like more.


UPDATE:  I miss doing this one. It really grew on me after a while but got swapped out for harder workouts in later phases. Still, I love how it encouraged you to always just go after your personal best each time.

CVX- the first 15 minutes were the hardest, but the combination of cardio and weights was meant to really tire you and Tony is really forgiving about dropping that weight and just hitting the right motion.  I didn't always get through the full minute without needing to catch my breath but I felt every bit of it.  I skipped the burnout phase, which I catch myself doing a lot the first time through, but I didn't waste it either, preferring to stretch.  I'm finding I've developed a soreness in the muscles just under the collarbone at the shoulder (the "fly" muscles) but I did do push-ups yesterday.  I have noticed that where I am the most sore from a previous workout, they seem to get a rest with the next day in the schedule or at the least a less vigorous warming up.  It was a rough start but I still like the rotation of moves, like with The Challenge.  I tend to have a better attitude towards the more structured sets.

UPDATE: This is one of my favorites even though it's really love/hate.  The first 15 minutes always piss me off but once it goes into the hops, my body starts to feel looser and I finish up strong.  I still struggle to get through the full minute sometimes, but I never feel like I'm losing out because I always sweat and really feel the burn.

The Warrior- this one is a sort of high energy boot camp one that was hell on my lower back the first time around but really gets you sweating and focusing on targeting movement and muscle.  I find that the pushup phases can be really hard on me, so I've taken to doing some of them on my knees so I don't put too much stress on my wrists.  I'd love to get some of the powerstands eventually to really push through this issue.  Still, I find this has become one I look forward to, despite not liking it at first.  I still find myself not following through with sprawls since I don't have good shoes for it, but I do palm the floor instead so I can lightly stretch my lower back and legs.

Dynamix- this one kinda reminds me of a PiYo workout only more intense than the first week of PiYo. It takes some yoga elements and focuses on keeping it cardiovascular and moving.  It can be a bit grueling at times and I did need to make my own modifications since my hips don't allow for forearm side planks with open hip (I crossed the leg that was supposed to go up forward and used it to straighten out my hips to hold the side plank less painfully) and if you have larger breasts like I do, you might need to use your forearms to keep them from pressing into the floor on glute lifts and scorpions.  Again, some of my complaints mainly come from struggling to overcome a pain condition so I do have some hypersensitivities even larger women don't experience.  Still, I do enjoy the polka stretches and the way difficult moves seem to sandwich in between less difficult ones to keep me from getting discouraged.  I find it hard to make it all the way through a minute on some videos, but this one I find myself being able to get there more.

UPDATE: This is one I hate skipping so I often don't.  Gives me one of the most sweaty workouts and the stretches are so crucial to ending the week before Monday hits you.  You can get benefit out of all of these moves no matter how much you have to modify them.  Sometimes I can go advanced, but I never feel guilty when I have to pull back because this workout is meant to prep muscles not exhaust them.

Accelerator- cardio hell.  Don't get me wrong, it's not a bad workout!  I feel like my lungs expanded a bit painfully at times and could very rarely push beyond halfway to three quarters on my first try, but some of these moves are a bit advanced for my level.  The donkey kicks at the end were a big hell no since I've just gotten to the point where I can do planks on my toes instead of my knees.  My wrists are much stronger than they were two months ago but definitely not ready for supporting all of my current body weight.  Again, my main complaint would be that some of the jumps and twists are really dangerous to even attempt for my wrists and ankles but I'm not ruling out the possibility for the future.  I've come a long way on my path to good habits and good health and I think this one will definitely be more valuable with time.

Isometrix- this one I recall was a tough power yoga sort of challenge.  It takes basic yoga poses to a harder level, asking you to isolate and hold in very uncomfortable poses, challenging your balance, strength, stamina and flexibility.  It's not cardio, but it will have you sweating.  I wasn't able to really lock in a lot of them, but I didn't feel like I was cheating when I had to modify them even more simply just so I could still feel a challenge with my current limits.  Definitely one I have any iffy relationship with out of the gate but I still think this is one I'll keep coming back to stubbornly, hoping I'll get a little further each time.

Pilates X- This is one I always look forward to yet end up grunting through.  The combination of pulsing breaths and precise motions is very yoga like and yet absolutely nothing like it in that you REALLY have to build strength and flexibility over balance here.  I love doing Saw and Alphabet Soup the most, but V Rocker and the scissor moves are refreshing too.  Some of the side planking moves are still way outside of my skill level; at this point, I drop onto my hip and just focus on strengthening the active leg, which is plenty challenging without trying to keep my hip and quad holding my body up.  I always try to do at least one rep before dropping though.  Like Yoga, this is definitely something that you don't want to skip if you want to avoid injury in strength and cardio routines.  These kinds of workouts are deceptively tough when it comes to endurance of strength.

Triometrix- shit just got real.  This one will take you through 3 levels in each one.  Tony will tell you stick with Level 2 if you struggle there, but there were one or two where I had to hang at level 1.  Again, this one is a gradual push to see where you're at.  Nate, the modifier working on previous injuries, normally stayed at Level 2 but he had a couple sets that he excelled at, forcing the mid-level modifier to swap so he could show you.  This one will put everyone at different skill levels.  Men tend to rock the strength sets where women tend to take it on flexibility but that wasn't always the case and you could really see all the different benefits of listening to your own body.  Tough cookie, to be sure, but I found it intriguing rather than frustrating and I always challenge myself.

MMX- This was the one I was really pumped about since I wanted to incorporate more martial arts in.  Fair warning, being overzealous had me regretting it in my traps and shoulders.  I corrected this on the next go, but isolate your punches and kicks until you understand where to extend a move and where to rein it in.  If that doesn't make sense to you, it will.  Sometimes we have to learn the hard way.  I wasn't able to really get the Superman Punch, Scrambles, Sprawls, or Gladiator Kicks down.  Again, without proper shoes and being leery about jumpy at my current level, I do need to modify certain moves.  Rest assured, everything else I can do absolutely kicked my ass.  This one is fun regardless, but don't overdo it!

Eccentric Upper- very challenging.  If you were feeling overconfident by the time this one shows up, this one will humble you.  This one will really test your upper body strength with both weights and body weights moves.  I still find this one oddly less difficult than Eccentric Lower, but then I have a hip bursitis to contend with.  I tend to like the workouts that ask you to tailor your reps and weights to improve on a personal level.  This one definitely hits the right spots.

Eccentric Lower- I was not a fan of this the first time around.  It happened to fall on a week where an old hip issue reared its ugly head and the sidekicks especially were painful.  Like Eccentric Upper, this one asks you to do a sort of interval isolation and hold style that focuses on the lower body instead.  I did like the lunges where you put a leg behind you on a chair to dip down though.  It was a very different approach to lunges and one that really added a challenge.  This one really takes some getting used to but very worth the effort.

I think I'm onto something!

Oh, thank fuck, I'm moving in the right direction.  After suspecting that low calorie was actually working against me with daily exercise and constant movement, I decided to do the stupidest thing and weigh myself after eating to see the scale reading 184 lbs.  that's two pounds lower than last week and I've been veering away from low calorie.  I don't consistently do calorie budgets anymore-- I listen to my body.  If I can do a low calorie day, I do, but if I'm hungry, I load up on protein and healthy fats like my body wants.  Low calories days are still 1200-1400 calories, higher calorie days are 1800-2000.  According to most Beachbody diets, I should be doing about 2000-2100 calories but I found this tend to feel like I'm stuffing myself if I do that consistently.  A lot of people are having good results from a sort of roller coaster diet like I'm doing so as long as it works, I'll keep it up, adjusting when I have to.  I really feel like I'm getting the hang of it though.

Six more weeks of P90X3 after this!  Once completed, I plan on doing a second round.  If I need the rest, I'll take a week off and just do the lifts cardio walks and basic stretching to prepare.  I could never just rest entirely, but I know the value of listening to my body.  Ffs, I am now down 31 lbs this year.  I hope that I can pick that up a bit now that I've reached a diet breakthrough.  For now.  Who knows what my body is up to...

I'll have to consolidate my P90X3 reviews and possibly add to those now that I have more developed impressions.  I wanted beginners like I was to get those honest first impressions before pride made me forget just how much I struggled. However, I also want to encourage people that, yes, it does get easier.  Don't let that fool you-- you will never feel like you aren't challenged.  There is always a way to push a set that will humble you.

Wednesday, November 2, 2016

Discovery

Learning today I might be one of those odd sorts that plateaus on low calorie diets.  I tested the theory and did a higher calorie week...  Only to be three pounds lower.  That's maintenance mode though so I switched back to low calorie for two weeks and I'll  switch back again, see if I'm onto something.  I had read something online that said some people who are moderately active experience this issue where at first they lose but then their body starts to store and you struggle for energy and resources.  Tested this and odd how that does seem to be the case but I have to cycle a few times to be sure.  It's not always a numbers game and every body is different.  I reached a desperate point when after a month of low calories, I had only dropped 3 lbs and then no loss the three weeks after.  You'd think I'd maintain or gain with higher calories but no, I lost again going back up.  If I lose again this week but little or nothing the next but lose on the higher calorie week, I'll know I'm onto something. See saw dieting, who knew?

Let's be clear, I still make mostly healthy choices with a cheat meal here and there that doesn't disturb my daily intake limits/ weekly average.  I don't restrict foods, but I do weigh if they are worth the calories and sometimes opt out.  If higher calorie weeks need to be a thing, those will be perfect opportunities to plug in guilt-free cheats.

It was so frustrating getting to this point as I've struggled with the dieting part of this.  My muscles are leaving me in awe.  Every day's increase in tone, strength, flexibility, stamina, form just puts me in awe.  You can be body positive at any size and even though I do want to change shape, hence the blog title, I am excited every time I do a little better, hold a little longer, lift a little more effortlessly.

I plan to do P90X3 again right when I finish in mid December.  I will finish round 2 in mid February. I can't wait to see what is in store.